...A Big Yawn...
Once again I am exhausted. It's really nice to be able to say that one room is finished (almost). The bathroom needs a few tiles around the shower and then the bathroom will be finished. The kitchen is coming along...slowly, but surely. We bought a refrigerator this weekend. We got a great deal at Fry's Electronics. It was quite a pain taking the thing out of the box and wheeling it up our wheelchair ramp (a benefit of buying a handicap accessible house!) only to find that the door was too narrow. We had to wheel it back down and finally decided the take the doors off the refrigerator. Of course, this is our new house and none of Jason's good tools were there. Luckily, my mom stopped by to see if we were still there and she ran to my aunt's house to get a socket set to make our job easier. There will be people at the house Monday through Wednesday this week. If you are in town, stop by the house. If you don't know where it is, stop by CV and Mike/Linda can tell you.
In the midst of all our housework, Jason and I had some very serious talks about my work. My attitude has been very bad these past few weeks. I was so down last week that I logged onto my blog while at work to request prayer because I was having a bad day. I have been frustrated with the management at work and said some things that we not true. You guys know me and the question that has been in the back of my mind over the weekend is why didn't anyone tell me I was wrong to say some of the things I said? I was a little harsh and some people at work are taking the things I said way too serious. I wrote these things to blow steam and get out some frustration. I think out loud on here and I almost decided to just leave the blog world because of some of the things I wrote.
Remember the post I did about "The Tongue"? I wrote it because I have never had trouble with my tongue until going back to work after Shepard. When I re-read some of the work-related posts, I realized that I didn't quite have my tongue in check in all areas. I have held back a lot in the lunch sessions with the girls, but I have allowed my tongue free reign on my blog thinking that I just wanted to be held up in prayer by you guys (my church family).
Jason and I decided that my sit-e-ation at work is only as bad as I have let it become. The truth is that I always complete my work with nearly 100% accuracy and when I make a mistake, I am the first to admit it and I take the necessary steps to rectify it. My issues at work are that I have been listening to Wormwood (is that right from LOTR). I have been poisoned and have taken on some other people's problems as my own. I have decided that I cannot listen to Wormwood any more. My eyes, like the king's, are not cloudy any more and I have regained the strength necessary to fight the battle at hand. I e-mailed one of my lunch buddies this weekend and told her that I couldn't go to lunch with them any more because of Wormwood and they told me that they would rather me come than her, so we'll see what happens today.
So, here are the songs that shall be in my head today: Create in Me a Clean Heart, Be Magnified (have I writted about this song yet?), This Is the Day and The Happy Song. You may purchase this CD at....j/k...Oh, and if I ever do get out of line, you guys better rip me apart, b/c I can't believe how depressed I was getting.
**In prior posts, Wormwood has been identified with a name. Wormwood is the one who I said is my goal at work. Any questions, e-mail me.
In the midst of all our housework, Jason and I had some very serious talks about my work. My attitude has been very bad these past few weeks. I was so down last week that I logged onto my blog while at work to request prayer because I was having a bad day. I have been frustrated with the management at work and said some things that we not true. You guys know me and the question that has been in the back of my mind over the weekend is why didn't anyone tell me I was wrong to say some of the things I said? I was a little harsh and some people at work are taking the things I said way too serious. I wrote these things to blow steam and get out some frustration. I think out loud on here and I almost decided to just leave the blog world because of some of the things I wrote.
Remember the post I did about "The Tongue"? I wrote it because I have never had trouble with my tongue until going back to work after Shepard. When I re-read some of the work-related posts, I realized that I didn't quite have my tongue in check in all areas. I have held back a lot in the lunch sessions with the girls, but I have allowed my tongue free reign on my blog thinking that I just wanted to be held up in prayer by you guys (my church family).
Jason and I decided that my sit-e-ation at work is only as bad as I have let it become. The truth is that I always complete my work with nearly 100% accuracy and when I make a mistake, I am the first to admit it and I take the necessary steps to rectify it. My issues at work are that I have been listening to Wormwood (is that right from LOTR). I have been poisoned and have taken on some other people's problems as my own. I have decided that I cannot listen to Wormwood any more. My eyes, like the king's, are not cloudy any more and I have regained the strength necessary to fight the battle at hand. I e-mailed one of my lunch buddies this weekend and told her that I couldn't go to lunch with them any more because of Wormwood and they told me that they would rather me come than her, so we'll see what happens today.
So, here are the songs that shall be in my head today: Create in Me a Clean Heart, Be Magnified (have I writted about this song yet?), This Is the Day and The Happy Song. You may purchase this CD at....j/k...Oh, and if I ever do get out of line, you guys better rip me apart, b/c I can't believe how depressed I was getting.
**In prior posts, Wormwood has been identified with a name. Wormwood is the one who I said is my goal at work. Any questions, e-mail me.
posted by Nichole at 6:07 AM
1 Comments:
Nichole- I am not much of a poster- my husband had to tell me that you left posts on our site. Thanks for the comments. I am not sure if anyone knows, but I resigned my position with Meridian IQ. I sent my letter of resignation last week. At this point in my life, it makes more sense for me to stay home with my kids. I am sorry to hear that you are having such a rough time. I hope that things get better for you. I have always thought highly of you and only want the best for you. If you want to ever e-mail me, my address is danapec@yahoo.com
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