Open the Eyes of My Heart

My heart is longing for the presence of God. I had bad dreams all night Saturday. I feel like my life is being stripped away. I feel like God is trying to make me a new person, but I don't have a clue how He wants me to be. My heart cries out, "woe is me for I am a man of unclean lips, and I live in the midst of a nation of unclean lips." I feel like God is drawing me somewhere, but I don't know where.

I want to lay at the feet of the Lord and cast all my cares on Him. I want to lay my life before Him and allow Him to have His way in my life. I want Him to invade my dreams (please, give me good dreams) and show me what I should be doing.

Please give me wisdom for the future. I want to see You and I want to know Your will for me. Please help me focus on you today, Lord, and help my mind not to wander. I want to fall at your feet. I want to wash Your feet with my tears and hear you declare that I am healed and made whole. I want to hear Your voice. Please hear my cry and grant me the desires of my heart. I pray that you would make my heart burn with holy fear. I want to always know that you are with me and I want the filth of sin to repel me from it. Give me a magnetic heart...one that is drawn to you and that repels against sin. Lord, give me discernment to know when I am walking into a trap and give me the words to speak if I do get stuck. I call out to you for the soul's of the people I work with. I pray that I can be a light set on a hill that cannot be hidden. I thank you for the job that you have given me. I thank you for taking care of me and my family. Please help me today to be more like you.