Ok...so Now Scratch that Last Post

My sister called me tonight. It was really weird. I got off the phone with her and told Jason I couldn't believe how great her voice sounded. It was "clean" if that makes any sense. She came over tonight and picked up some Aveeno Oatmeal bath stuff. She is having an allergic reaction to the detergent Mom is using to do their laundry. So, she says that she hadn't been sleeping good the last few nights because of this reaction and that's what caused Jason and I to fear the worst. She showed me her back and it looked awful (broken out with scratches all over). I gave her some Benadryl spray. She was going to take an oatmeal bath, so hopefully that helps her get better. I am so confused, but I know that she has hives and is broken out for a reason. I guess today, I don't think she is using...Last night it was almost undeniable as bad as she looked. So...I don't have a clue how she's really doing and I don't think anyone will ever really be able to know. Please continue to lift her up in prayer and God will take care of her.

Again...to follow up with this morning's post...here are the lyrics to Jars of Clay's song He

Dont try to reach me, I'm already dead
The pain when it grips me, for things that I've done

Well I try to make you proud, but for crying out loud
Just give me a chance to hide away
Exhaustion takes over, will this someday be over?

Chorus:

Fearful tears are running down
The pain you've laid dont speak a sound
Don't take my heart away from me
And they think I fell down

Daddy, don't you love me?
Then why do you hit me?
And momma don't you love me
Then why do you hurt me?
Well I try to make you proud, but for crying out loud
Just give me a chance to hide away
Exhaustion takes over, will this someday be over?

[chorus]

A teardrop falls from up in the heavens
Drowning the sorrow of angels on high
For the least of the helpless, the hopeless, the loveless
My Jesus, His children, He holds in His eyes