God Has Inclined to Me

I know that last week I was getting discouraged yet again. I knew that God had heard my prayers, but my feet were not immediately, miraculously transported to solid ground. Anyway, it has gotten better. Late Saturday night, Jason and I were laying in bed when I started having chest pains/shortness of breath. I told him about it and he kept talking as though it were nothing. I started crying, because it's been more than a year since I had pains that were this bad. Last year, I started having the chest pains more frequently and always felt like there was a weight on my chest. The dr ran tests, but stopped short of surgically implanting a wire on my heart that I would have worn for a week. He said we would only do that if the chest pains continued to worsen. I believed that since the dr didn't find anything in the other tests that I would trust the Lord for my healing. Saturday night, the chest pains weren't quite so bad as the fact that I could barely breath. I was gasping for breath and I got to the point where I could take air in. Jason made me sit up in bed and as he ran out to call 911, the Lord allowed me a breath. I still had a hard time breathing after that and I sat there scared and crying. I was too embarrassed for him to call 911, so I decided to calm down and breath slower. I was sitting there trying to calm down praying that God would help me when He healed me! :) He literally just all of a sudden let me breath. I know I sounded silly as every few seconds, I just looked and Jason and said, "I can BREATH! I can really breath! God healed me." Then the tears came back as I realized the awesome power and love of God that he had inclined His ear to me. The Lord liveth and blessed be my rock and let the God of my salvation be exalted!

That's just one of the things that makes me know that God has heard my cry. I've got more...like the other day, I shared about this whole forgiveness thing at my company. The Lord is on the throne. He is also in the midst of restoring a relationship that is very dear to me. I'll have to write about that later.